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Make sure everyone you love

Loves you.

I never learn & when I do it's the hard way

Well first off I would like to say that I'm not surprised in your actions.  And it's funny how you "get away with it."  I know you and your intentions.  Today I realized it was you I wanted.  It was the mere idea of how everything used to be.  You won't fool me anymore and you won't haunt me anymore.  I should have realized that you've been the same from the beginning.
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SO, I finally cut my hair again.  This time I'm more satisfied with the outcome!  It's a lot shorter on one side, the shortest I've actually gone, but I love it.  I definitely stepped outta my comfort zone a BIT.  Maybe next time I'll do even more of a drastic change.

Today's been a pretty slow and lazy day.  I've been wanting to do something to occupy my time, but I've been too lazy.  I don't know, I guess I'll just relax more.  Gots work tomorrow, bleh.  Oh well, I need the moneyssssssss.  So much for saving D:

Things I don't like:

- Waiting too long
- Feeling naive
- Knowing I'm a flake
- Mushrooms
- Bacon
- Choco Tacos (But I do need to give them another chance)
- Awkward situations
- Not knowing what to wear
- Laziness (Except when I want... deserve to be)
- Feeling anxious all the time
- Being spendthrift
- Feeling stagnant

Things to mention

I believe it was Friday night N and I went to The Soda Bar to watch Weatherbox play a free show.  It was my FIRST time watching them live and I've got to say it was pretty amazinggggg.  I missed going to shows like that at smaller venues and such.  Makes the whole experience that more intimate.

Recently

So I've been trying to keep myself occupied with crafts and for the most part it's working.  The past few days I have been sewing and working on this "minimalist tote" pattern I feel in love with a few years back on Design Sponge.  Now that that is done, I've run out of things to work on.  I have other ideas on what I want to work on, but not enough resources.  I was going to sew up an apron for myself, but once I found the pattern I was looking for, it was missing pieces.

Last night I went to the bar with my usual set of two.  Don't get me wrong, they're great.  Just at times I feel so bored around them.  I need more flavor and excitement around the two.  Or at least more similarities in interest.  It makes em realize that I need to make more friends in my life.  Or at least get together with ones that I haven't seen in a while.  I just want to move away and start all over, but that's harder to do than say.

As for my financial life: I can't not spend money!  I know, I know.  I just need more self control I guess.  But it's just that I get crazy being at home all the time and when I do go out, it usually involves spending SOME sort of cash.  I still got bills to pay and shit too.  I really need to learn how to not spend money so loosely.  I think I'll start leaving my credit card at home.  As a matter of fact, I'll put it away right now!

I need something to do now...